messy

MESSY, what about that ?? My head is messy, so I do messy stuff, and I'm not talking about I have a shitty life or something like that, I think I have a reasonable good life, but things in my head get all messy, at social events I fill most of the time awkard, and if I am really nervous (aka out with people I don't know) I really tend to say really stupid things and try to be funny, so you see, I'm not funny!!! I'm one of those guys everyone think he is stupid.... oh so I think that of myself... no matter, I'm continuing to be the way I am...fuck all